Yesterday we had our transfer for our FET. This time my bladder was so full I thought it might burst. I told K it's like being at a movie theater near the end of a really good movie after drinking a giant soda and really needing to pee but not wanting to so that you don't miss the end of the movie.
In good news both our blasts surived the thaw and were transfered successfully. The Dr said it was a picture perfect transfer, which I am very grateful for. My blood hcg draw is next Friday. I am pretty busy till then so hopefully the time will pass quickly. However, K will be out of town next Tuesday-Friday so if I get an urge to pee on a stick, no one will be there to stop me.
I don't know how to feel about everything. I am trying to embrace these 2 blasts, and I know I am already attached to them, but I'm scared that I might get pregnant and lose 1 or both of them. I want so badly for them to grow into 2 perfect babies.